Words and feelings can't work anymore,there was a big wall to meet my 'old abah'.i miss the time that you make to us. To your childrens and yet your grandchildren that lost your cares since they were born.the reality you was there,but the truth is you was not there for us.miss you alot, how i miss those time when i can spend time with you,even being scolded ,i dont care.please,give back that special moment together.Just with you.
Dear abah,
If i've to chose wether to have mom back or to have you beside me , I will choose to have you forever and always. Not because i dont want mom to live back, but i know that it will never happen. Mom already have their own life.which she can rest in peace and have showers with all hapinness and bless from dear rabb.may Allah ease everything for her in the world hereafter.aamin.
you know what,.The hardest part in my life was even you stand in front of us, we can't have you.And i've no idea until when i've to wait.
Just in case you need us, please bare in mind that you always have our heart together with you.
"Happy father's day abah."
May our du'a bring you back to 10 of us.
Aamin. :)
Sincerely,
muzaimah binti arip
